When The moment Comes…Thinking Out Loud again!!! Recommended

The Moment by definition is the time taken between you losing control over your verbal, emotional and critical and scientific thinking, and when you face yourself in the mirror regretting every Word said, and every action taken.
I introduce to u, The Moment, so for u all to know what am I gibbering AKA talking about.
So, what is the Moment?!! Well, The Moment, is the peak and the rush of all your body hormones including the most important and infamous Adrenaline hormone, with all the bottled up and unrevealed emotions, topped by the “it doesn’t matter no more” voice, as they all combined to give as one hell of a Moment.
It is when you light up this Molotov cocktail, just hitting all your politeness, ethics, principles and virtues against the wall, to hear the bang of lost temper, lost stability and gained bad judgment, freeing the monster inside, and then the place will not matter anymore nor the ppl involved or caught in the fire of the moment will not make any difference.
The Moment is a ticking bomb inside each and everyone of u, waiting there for the right combination of emotions and actions and a touch of seduction of the devil, and then when u r at the peak of this mountain of emotions, confusion and not thinking right at all… U fall...
U fall all the way down (Warning: The Moment once initiated, can’t be paused, neither stopped)... U will keep going down as the gravity of your anger, stupidity and arrogance, plus your weight of intolerance, unforgiving and (right now) the bad choices of words and decisions, all this, will only accelerate your descending, till u reach rock bottom and after you reach Mother Earth AKA. Reality, of course, the hard way, u will stand up, feeling every agenizing pain of the words shouldn’t be said, the Action shouldn’t have been taken, and the bad judgments shouldn’t have been made, also the expression and responses of the ppl caught in the fire of the moment, will hunt you, purse you, and no pain killer will stop it, just count on the days to make you forget, and then u will know that forgetting is really god’s bless on us, humans, //thank god for “CRS” (if I could quote)//, u won’t know till The Moment comes, But, really Moments comes and goes, but one Question still out there?!.
Is it really worth it? is it really worth destroying your life and relations with the ppl u know, sometimes, it’s yes, sometimes the pain becomes so implosive and u start feeling strangled, handicapped or even ignored, more reasons for u to ignite the moment, Or, this is what it seem before u pull the trigger, as during The Moment ,somehow, due to our narrow view and collapse of judgment, we don't see or think about the future, thus don’t think of the ppl gon’ a get hurt, and voices of “this is wrong”, and “what was I thinking”, starts raising, more reasons for me to regret.
I have been caught in and have myself ignited some Moments and for that I apologies for these ppl, I hurt or misjudged, and for this I say, do u know there is a voice right before The Moment inside u, just telling u, “it’s really a bad idea”, please, follow the voice, when u reach ur peak, the devil will be the one pushing u, don’t let him, just when u feel the moment coming, pause for a second, hear the “it’s a bad idea” voice, wait till your totally rational and calm, and in total peace and harmony, and just ask for god’s forgiveness and guide, then Start Talking, or just be silent.

Human loves talking by nature, anywhere, anytime, when and when not appropriate, Just Stop talking and start listening… This I have learned the hard way.

Once again for the ppl I hurt, I am sorry, and to u all good night.