have u ever felt u missed out... Thinking out for a picoSecond

Have u ever felt u missed out... Have u ever felt even for a second, that u really passed things in life u wish u would have lived or mended.... have u ever woke up in the morning to recognize that u are in your 20's and u passed things in life, u still didn't expereinced... have u ever though ur life is so complete when u just figure out... u actually never lived it... have u ever felt that u have skipped things u though it wasn't important... to find out that u skipped ur life with it on the way... have u ever felt that u are the only constant in ur life... have u ever looked back to see u got no stories to tell... no situations to remember... have u ever noticed photos of places u went with ur friends, to find out u are not in these pictures....

ur life is not measured by it's length... but by what u have done with it....

When The moment Comes…Thinking Out Loud again!!! Recommended

The Moment by definition is the time taken between you losing control over your verbal, emotional and critical and scientific thinking, and when you face yourself in the mirror regretting every Word said, and every action taken.
I introduce to u, The Moment, so for u all to know what am I gibbering AKA talking about.
So, what is the Moment?!! Well, The Moment, is the peak and the rush of all your body hormones including the most important and infamous Adrenaline hormone, with all the bottled up and unrevealed emotions, topped by the “it doesn’t matter no more” voice, as they all combined to give as one hell of a Moment.
It is when you light up this Molotov cocktail, just hitting all your politeness, ethics, principles and virtues against the wall, to hear the bang of lost temper, lost stability and gained bad judgment, freeing the monster inside, and then the place will not matter anymore nor the ppl involved or caught in the fire of the moment will not make any difference.
The Moment is a ticking bomb inside each and everyone of u, waiting there for the right combination of emotions and actions and a touch of seduction of the devil, and then when u r at the peak of this mountain of emotions, confusion and not thinking right at all… U fall...
U fall all the way down (Warning: The Moment once initiated, can’t be paused, neither stopped)... U will keep going down as the gravity of your anger, stupidity and arrogance, plus your weight of intolerance, unforgiving and (right now) the bad choices of words and decisions, all this, will only accelerate your descending, till u reach rock bottom and after you reach Mother Earth AKA. Reality, of course, the hard way, u will stand up, feeling every agenizing pain of the words shouldn’t be said, the Action shouldn’t have been taken, and the bad judgments shouldn’t have been made, also the expression and responses of the ppl caught in the fire of the moment, will hunt you, purse you, and no pain killer will stop it, just count on the days to make you forget, and then u will know that forgetting is really god’s bless on us, humans, //thank god for “CRS” (if I could quote)//, u won’t know till The Moment comes, But, really Moments comes and goes, but one Question still out there?!.
Is it really worth it? is it really worth destroying your life and relations with the ppl u know, sometimes, it’s yes, sometimes the pain becomes so implosive and u start feeling strangled, handicapped or even ignored, more reasons for u to ignite the moment, Or, this is what it seem before u pull the trigger, as during The Moment ,somehow, due to our narrow view and collapse of judgment, we don't see or think about the future, thus don’t think of the ppl gon’ a get hurt, and voices of “this is wrong”, and “what was I thinking”, starts raising, more reasons for me to regret.
I have been caught in and have myself ignited some Moments and for that I apologies for these ppl, I hurt or misjudged, and for this I say, do u know there is a voice right before The Moment inside u, just telling u, “it’s really a bad idea”, please, follow the voice, when u reach ur peak, the devil will be the one pushing u, don’t let him, just when u feel the moment coming, pause for a second, hear the “it’s a bad idea” voice, wait till your totally rational and calm, and in total peace and harmony, and just ask for god’s forgiveness and guide, then Start Talking, or just be silent.

Human loves talking by nature, anywhere, anytime, when and when not appropriate, Just Stop talking and start listening… This I have learned the hard way.

Once again for the ppl I hurt, I am sorry, and to u all good night.

Peace of Mind... THinking out Loud...

Life is life we all know, with all its twists and turns sorrows and joys, but what makes it that great and worth living, is you got to feel, touch and enjoy all what is thrown to u by this big mystery called life, created by god. The sorrows and the joys are enjoyed equally, when u feel the pain, u will feel alive, but what’s even better is when u feel the pain, u will enjoy every moment of the relief, and without these pains, u will not know these relieves and joys, that’s god’s miracle.
Life could be tough, unfair and unforgiving, your past, my past, it’s part of your identity, part of what you are, part of the person u see in the mirror everyday.

What is more strange and peculiar, the person, the ppl in this life, how we became so self consuming, intolerant, unforgiving, how could we, and as life becomes faster, and the beat accelerates, we become less tolerant, less forgiving, and more focused on the “me” part, and as life goes on, we will still be consumed by our every day life. U will still be thinking about the girl that broke your heart or the car u didn’t get or the chances you lost, while others dying, killing each other or suffering, maybe a kid lost his dad, a child with no mother, or the guy who lost his sight, hearing or any of his body parts and the orphan boy or girl, just forgotten in the shades of the government routines, and the cruelty and abusing of ppl, but imagine all this sorrows defines their joys, they feel more the joys, the simple things in life we forgot.
When did we became so hard to please, so not in peace with ourselves, so consumed with our lives, grades and relations, why are we that handicapped with our senses, god gave us, sense of feeling, smelling, touching, taste and sight, why couldn’t we enjoy the simplest things in life, a cool breeze, a child smile, a beautiful face, a bless of a meal, we take for granted, the bless of a family, we distant from, a bless of car or ability to have a transportation, while others use their feet every day, and other who got no feet to walk on, we lost the joy of waking up early, smelling the early morning breeze and feeling the morning chilly , the joy of praying to god, and saying our prayers, with all the time we ‘ve got, whispering our prayers of health and the wealth of our souls, and to guide us to the good, and give us the ability to help who is in need, the ability to become more tolerate, more forgiving, as I ask my god to forgive me, my soul has darkened, and needs to be cleansed, this I must confess.
Me, you and everybody, just try to reconnect, revaluate your priorities, open your eyes see more to the miracles of god in this life he created, the miracle of an ant defying gravity, the whisper of a warm wind, the blessed skies, with the white clouds moving to it’s destination, the rain and the lighting, the stars and millions of galaxies away, and much much more, or maybe the greatest of them all, a human beside you, another proof of gods powers and wisdom, another creature just like u, eating and breathing ,moving with an unknown force, just how could u kill or hurt such a magnificent creature, with his goods and flaws, if he is ugly or beautiful, it’s god’s create, with complex systems, scientists are still stun and unable to discover yet, walks, talks and thinks powered by ALLAH's Will and his Own, maybe we need to take another look, an abstract look on each other, maybe then, we can become more tolerant, more forgiving, understanding and loving to each other, others of our kind, other humans.

We all tend to forget, this how god intended us to be, but try to remember, try to stop every once in a while and look at the sky, look at ppl around u, look at ur self, and thank god for your being and the life he blessed u, and maybe in ur living, u can be a beacon to others, what is better than to relief a pain for a brother in humanity with u.

Goodbye to all and to all good night…

I write Waht i Want About Nothing. Altered...

We talked about the V’s, and the V is gone, Halleluiah,
but know we only handled the trivial stuff, let’s talk big, talk general, talk important, talk about nothing and I am Counting nobody is reading it.
Lets start with Summary of The days of pain in our beloved Uni, ain’ no lecturer or TA gon’ push us around “hell, he will keep doin’ so”, ain’ no pretty Boy “u know who” gona’ make us submit for his own #%#$ pleasure, cause he must live in his perfect environment, what the!!!! (Hint : Media) ain’ no lecture or a dr., whatever, gona’ ask me the impossible “ like the perfect 3d game in FIVE!!! Daysss, expecting a Halo2, well I ain’ RockStar (Creators of GTA)“, and I should be pushed around, just like a raged doll, a puppet, and then again One thing else Why the #%$, I have to take like 100 or some crap number of credit hours, which should be done in a semester that a whole month was taken from, just cause our beloved “U know what” can’t manage it’s own business, as if they were surprised that the Semester started so soon or like all Egyptians, it's in our gene , to keep the good things last, leave all our important issues like "starting the semester" to the last, what the @#$@ were where they in summer, fe sa7el, wala sharm, u can’t handle ur time, well open a khosk, wala 2ay bta3, please leave this business to the pros, or sell it, Which by the way I suspect has been done, tell me how would u feel if ur beloved Uni let showtime Channels as a promo in ur hall, Like momken ART or Orbit after that , Garbage of western Culture, I like Discovery though, but it was Removeeeedd from showtime !!!
More will be told ana tfa2a3t, like a pressured can wait to go _______

Next on talk about nothing, What the hell , did ShowTime bought the…., Also please in ur next exam, plz bring ur pj’s and a blanket, it has been scientifically proved by our beloved “ u know what” that for optimum health improvement and student adaptation techniques , try Sleep On Exam Protocol "SOE", believe me, they gona help u setting the most perfect mood, like cutting the electricity while u r being examed, as if I needed more Pressure, and this is just for our fee payers aka Student of the G … and by the way I though siemens the contractor that made the infraCrap Structure of our beloved Uni was the one responsible for backup incase, a million to 1 chance it could rain, in Winter taswar!!!!!, isn’t it time to realize u got to pay more, and not to look that rookies, moving students from one hall to another, well how about an advice, we could try outdoor exams, well in god’s sun, wala electricity wala bta3, and the bills will be cheaper too, also can come with a stone to write on. Why Computers, it has been discovered ba3d an sara7 masdar mas2ol that 2at3et 2al kahraba kol shwaya fe haza el yom 2al mas7or, was due to some student was not in peace ma3 nafso.

And much more…. How Thrilling :$

The Conspiracy Theory of the so Existing Valentine.

Well, it all Started in the day before Valentine, when all Corporate business men, gathered, in a house, thinking AKA whining about how they were screwed getting expensive gifts for there wives, in this quiet “blessed loveable day”, so Large Corporate men were very angry and agitated, they were blinded by hatred, as they are the only one’s getting scammed and bullied by there wives, all thnx to the V ( it's not Vendetta ), So created, the council of the “wise” men, to secretly advertise, inflate and over rate Valentine, by financing Unconditional Love Songs and chick flicks, I don’t mind to be screwed as it seems everybody like it movies, to ruin the lives of all not Single guys out there, and for single guys to feel left out, and their lives are worthless, to look for a partner and bam, into the net and therefore not Single anymore… welcome to the herd :-(, Wish u "happy" stay in " Whatever u want to Label it "

Excuse me ppl, I would like to say 3 important things. plz view

1. Valentine is nothing but a financial scam, empowered by large Corporations to take your money, Beware what you pay for.

2. It is discovered recently that love is nothing but a bunch of chemicals that works its way through the body, which can be cured by anti Acids tablets or a flu Shot, for who is not into Shots, try cough syrup.

3. Last and u would somehow agree, Unconditional Love songs and I would tear the world apart for u mambo jumbo, is nothing but an over rated bunch of :X, financed by the council of wise men, and by the way tear the world apart for u, mean’s I ain’t cheap, and I am unconsciously do whatever u want "Puppet".

For more about the Council of wise men, view The Conspircy theory of so Existing Valentine aka. the day before Valentine